okay so it has been forever since i have blogged.
but i've been having too much on my mind, and this seemed like the right thing to do.
my own little personal diary i can share with whoever reads it...
i guess...if anyone even wants to read lol
:)
it has become really hard to trust people,
and in some people i lost trust.
reason being, i told them a deep shameful secret,,
& they basically let MY whole little world know.
and eventually got to my mom.
during all this time, i became closer to some friends than others.
one girl i am THANKFUL for is Jasmyn Diaz.
Shes been there for me, as well as i have for her.
NO BULLSHITTING HERE.
I grew apart from my bestest friend in the whole wide world for a while,
but shes always with her stuff.
so im not even gonna blame her.
i love her. thats all there is too it.
the one thats always been there Maria.
aw man i love her to death!
forever & ever<3
Rodney came back in to my life.
& now idk where were headed.
Its like a roller coaster that wont stop.
he was always there, only behind a window.
watching me, watching everything i did.
UNTIL Caesar came along.
he knew he was taking good care of me.
But now i wish this roller coaster would stop.
So we could stay or be done.
im not saying things will work out in the futue,
but i want answers RIGHT NOW.
On another note:
this guy came into my life.
A FUCKING LIFE SAVER
for sure.
been there every daaay, since day one.
Loves to make me smile, so he cheers me up when im down.
tells me everything will be OKAY.
but sad thing is he's the last person that should be here.
NO DETAILS BOY.
but im starting to love having him here.
:)
you know who you are.
Life has been pretty fucking crazy.
School is a killer.
UGH
Mayra my bestfriend<3
& Danny will be having a baby and im SO excited :D
something im REALLY looking forward to.
Well for tonight, thats it.
BeBackTomorrow
:)
Love♡; BabyKay
but i've been having too much on my mind, and this seemed like the right thing to do.
my own little personal diary i can share with whoever reads it...
i guess...if anyone even wants to read lol
:)
it has become really hard to trust people,
and in some people i lost trust.
reason being, i told them a deep shameful secret,,
& they basically let MY whole little world know.
and eventually got to my mom.
during all this time, i became closer to some friends than others.
one girl i am THANKFUL for is Jasmyn Diaz.
Shes been there for me, as well as i have for her.
NO BULLSHITTING HERE.
I grew apart from my bestest friend in the whole wide world for a while,
but shes always with her stuff.
so im not even gonna blame her.
i love her. thats all there is too it.
the one thats always been there Maria.
aw man i love her to death!
forever & ever<3
Rodney came back in to my life.
& now idk where were headed.
Its like a roller coaster that wont stop.
he was always there, only behind a window.
watching me, watching everything i did.
UNTIL Caesar came along.
he knew he was taking good care of me.
But now i wish this roller coaster would stop.
So we could stay or be done.
im not saying things will work out in the futue,
but i want answers RIGHT NOW.
On another note:
this guy came into my life.
A FUCKING LIFE SAVER
for sure.
been there every daaay, since day one.
Loves to make me smile, so he cheers me up when im down.
tells me everything will be OKAY.
but sad thing is he's the last person that should be here.
NO DETAILS BOY.
but im starting to love having him here.
:)
you know who you are.
Life has been pretty fucking crazy.
School is a killer.
UGH
Mayra my bestfriend<3
& Danny will be having a baby and im SO excited :D
something im REALLY looking forward to.
Well for tonight, thats it.
BeBackTomorrow
:)
Love♡; BabyKay
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