Tuesday, October 20, 2009

today!

was a waaay better day :)
dyed my hair, its ALRIGHT lol
looks waay lighter in the sun.
i tried to take a pic to put it on here but it looked dark. OH WELL

so today = no classes.

went to the gym & got a goood workout.
**arms & legs will be sore in the AM lol

came home, studied.!

NAPPED :D

woke up watched some novela.. WILLIAM LEVY *sigh*
BOMB!

*ring ring*
got a call from melissa
went to wendy's where i saw ERIC!
& he gave me free food XD
then went to the mall, & bought some shirts.
& tlkd bout sex, guys, bitches & ish lol

talked to my babyboy today :)
so that always puts me in a GOOD MOOD :P
i think things are gonna work out between us.
but for now were still see'n. YUP.
plans are never a good thang,
cos they don't work out like you want em to.
so i don't wanna plan anymore & let things be.
2 years and people still fucking hate on us.
WHY?
idk nobody knows how we really are.
how our relationship worked/works.
his friends dont like me,, but they dont know me.
and i dont really need em to like me anyways.
HE knows how i really am.
i did slip up.
but thats not who i really am.
guess you could say it was just a phase?
a phase im over with. YUP.
<333

anyways,,
daniel really got me thinkin tho.
i know he doesnt want me to get hurt & wants me to make the right decision.
but how am i supposed to do that when i dont know if its gna work or fail?
i wish i would know.
and daniel thanks for everything<3
i know you'll be around for a looong time.
& YES we gotta have this talk you speak of lol
i really appreciate everything you gimme advice on.
even if you sugar coat things for me.
but i know everything will be fine in the end. right?

so right now im seeing where things are headed.

i never thought my love life would be a big ass issue for me.
but it is.
and i realized that now because well....
if im not happy im not myself :(
AND thats what took me into that "phase" ^

babiesbabiesbabies.

i want one now. LOL

but i also want a job, and an ipod.
and a million other things i cant have.

:D

thats it for tonight.

boring blog.

SORRY <3

FUCKfuckFUCK.

why am i so confused?
why cant things be concrete?

FML! D:

DONE

♡kay

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